By the way... [20 Jul 2004|12:34pm] I have dubbed this song our offical Las Vegas Anthem. ( say whaaaat? ) 3 :: put your money where your mouth is

[18 Jul 2004|12:44am] new lj __ohthescandal. add it. this isn't the death of cheeaseamacattak. just a new friend. :) put your money where your mouth is

We're finding hope in lies- you're my dreams tonight. [13 Jul 2004|01:06pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | "Ashaka Rock" -The Early November ] Hurley wants its customers to feel good about themselves. I bought some jeans yesterday that are a size 1 and they're too big. The zero's fit pretty well too. That's nuts. Stupid Volcom is mean. The 5's were almost tight. If I go to college on the east coast, I'm totally buying a bunch of cute wintery stuff from Delia's. I'll be the cutest California girl there. But they'll all laugh at me for my love of sublime and reef sandals. 12 :: put your money where your mouth is

[01 Jul 2004|12:06pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Full House!! ] It's so weird how fast things can change. Like one day you think everything's okay, and then the next it's not at all what you thought. That's just sooo weird! Like whoaaa...how'd that happen?! Hah. Jason and I finally called it quits. It was soooo needed. I know for a fact that we are both sooo much happier because of it. And that's really sad, ya know? Cause like...damn, we were making each other so miserable. I really wish it could've ended better...maybe less "fuck you's" and stuff. But I knew I'd be okay once it was all said and done. This is seriously all I wanted. I just wanted to know. And now I do. I should've had the balls to do it myself like two weeks ago, but I never wanted to let go of a chance that I was pretty sure wasn't even there. So allll the weight has been lifted off my shoulders. All the stupid wondering and torment from saying one thing and doing another is gone. It's so cool cause all I think about now is the good freakin times we had. It's like a memory now instead of a pathetic effort to recreate the good, knowing we never could. He'll never know I feel this way though, he probably thinks I'm totally heartbroken and wishing he would roll over and die. Hah. But oh well. I honestly hope he's happy. I'd hate to hear about him being any other way. So yes. No regrets. Really. :D Anyway, my best buddy left me for like the whole month! That suckss. July won't be nearly as fun. Naw...just kidding. I'm gonna have a great time. But I am really lucky to have him around. Just kinda the relationship I need- a damn good friend. Once again, smiles all around. OMG! The best episode of Full House was just on!! The one where Stephanie, Gia and friends enter the talent contest and sign the Ace of Base song and mess up reallly bad!!! I KNOW you know what I'm talking about! The best part is when Michelle's friends sing the Elton John song that goes "don't go breakin my heart!!! I couldn't if I tried....Ah honey, if I get restless...baby you're not that kind!" I seriously think that's my favorite episode!! Yayyy! Alright...well this is a long entry. So I'm done. Hope everyone's having a good time. OHH! Wait! I totally got hired at Ralph's! I think everyone pretty much knows that...but in case you didnt! YAY!!! :) 13 :: put your money where your mouth is

[27 Jun 2004|05:31pm] [ mood | bummed ] [ music | "Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't" -Brand New ] Dood. I'm a fucking idiot. It blowz. No really, I'm pretty dumb and it's embarrassing that this makes me so sad. So I took some pictures. It helped. :) ( blah blah ) 12 :: put your money where your mouth is

[26 Jun 2004|11:33pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | The Movielife! omg! ] VWcreamsicle: I MISS YOU!!!!!! kEtChUp57a: its been so long! b a b y b i d a: how are you it feels like i haven't talked to you in a while I talked to some of my baby girls tonight! I'm so happy! Did I disappear or did all you guys?! Dammit! We need to hang out sooo bad! 2 :: put your money where your mouth is

I can't have you leave for the rest of my lifeeee! [25 Jun 2004|09:20pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | "The Game of Who Needs Who the Worst" -Cursive ] I just ate a bunch of popcorn and drank fifty billion capri suns annnd now I can't stop thinking about how much I want some Carl's Jr. Liiike...a western bacon cheeseburger without the bacon. Omgomgomg! Yay summer!! Seriously couldn't ask for anything better. Well maybe if some loser company would hire me. Then it'd be fan-fucking-tastic! But in spite of it all my summer is better than yours. I feel like I'm missing my bestest friends! Except for Amanda (holla atcha gurl), it seems like everyone's fallen off the face of the earth. Comeee back. And let's go to the beach! I made some money this week. Gym camp was actually pretty fun...as working goes. Today I fell asleep at the pool. Hah. I knooow, hard work. Can't wait for that paycheck! There were some really cute shoes at guess, so here's hopin they're still there when I get paid. Dammit and all the stupid fall stuff is coming into stores. That's laaaame. I'm so not ready for that shit. Just in case you didn't realize it, this is one of those annoyingly upbeat entries. Live with it. P.S.- My livejournal is different now. Goo look. I know I always say that but pleeease! 10 :: put your money where your mouth is

[21 Jun 2004|10:36pm] [ mood | fullll ] [ music | Kayne ] I think being taken out to dinner and being treated all nicely really puts a girl in a good mood. 5 :: put your money where your mouth is

She speaks! [18 Jun 2004|09:40pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | "Too Bad You're Beautiful" -From Autumn to Ashes ] So I'm back in business. I know, I know. Don't get too crazy now. It's like this sign Amanda and I saw driving yesterday: "Re-Grand Opening!" (riiiiiight). I seriously don't think I could keep myself from being happy right now. With all these great people by my side, dear god, try and stop me. Amanda, Allegra, and I are pure sex. We own this town and all the sushi bars it has to offer. Hah. That's right, in spite of my throwing up adventures in the bathroom. :D Sooo...apparently some people are thinking I'm a ho. Ehh..."you bitches ain't got shit on me." Hah. Let's get your facts straight next time. Whatev. I really miss Jessica. She's so far away. Annnd Andrea! My goodness, where is that breezy?! Meh..that's enough updating for the past few months. I'll see you bitches in August. Juuuuust kidding. 7 :: put your money where your mouth is

[06 Jun 2004|08:46pm] [ mood | apathetic ] Whoa...this is weird. Why'd I un-delete this? Well nonetheless, here I am. This journal kinda makes me sad, looking back on it all. Mehh. I dont have much to say. Life's different, but at the end of the day, I cant complain. 2 :: put your money where your mouth is

talkin to myself....again. [22 Mar 2004|08:26pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | "Idenity Crisis" -Thrice ] Consider me very content. -The End- P.S.- New layout PP.SS.- Jason make me smiiiile. PPP.SSS. I really want THIS!! 30 :: put your money where your mouth is

I'm tired of being alone...so hurry up and get here. [14 Mar 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | meh ] [ music | Spitalfield ] Oh my goshhhh...I went to target today with my mom and sister. It was so exciting!! I got so much exciting stuff!! I can't wait to take a shower. It'll be so much fun. Heh. Target's a great place. All you really need in life. It's funny to be with my mom and sister cause we can talk shit the way I do when I'm with my friends. Well obviously it's not about the same people, but the idea's pretty close. Geeze...that must be a female thing. Hehh. So I can get my license in about a month. How exciting. No really, that's super cool. Mehhhh....I reeeeally want a car. I think I got a little tanner today. Gotta love that. I dont like how my lj looks anymore. I wish I was more...artistic. This whole thing would be a lot easier that way. I think kazaa is dying on me. How much does that suck? It's really starting to kill my computer and it hardly opens...gah. Hah. Oh wait..it just opened fine. But lately it's really been dumb, so it doesnt look good. :( 7 :: put your money where your mouth is

Maybe he won't find out what I know... [06 Mar 2004|08:19pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | "Lightness" -Death Cab For Cutie ] So I've some really great days! I'm so excited! Life's good! Yesterday Kristina and I went to the movies and had lots of fun. Havanna Nights is so exciting!! Ya know, in that cheesy, bad movie kinda way. But whatever, it definitely kept me entertained so I have no complaints. And besides, me and kristina had a lotta fun. "OMG! It's Cha-Cha's dress!!!" :) Then today I hung out with Anisa for a greater part of the day. We went to this place called Ralph's and I got my hair cut and Anisa, well, watched. Heh. It was cool though, she was there for moral support. But yeah...it went well. I was definitely satisfied. The guy was really cool! And super nice...he kept complimenting me, it was a good experience. I'd totally go back there. After that Anisa and I got sandwiches...mine was turkey!! Hah...it was my second turkey sandwich of the day. That's when you know life is good. Anyway, after that we went back to Anisa's house and chilled until I went home. Yeah...so this weekend has been really nice thus far. So relaxed and everything. Plus I like my haircut. Heee. Well what else can I say? Hope everyone is having just as much fun! 23 :: put your money where your mouth is

[02 Mar 2004|08:55pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | "Rescue Me" -Unwritten Law ] ( I am ashamed... ) 7 :: put your money where your mouth is

[01 Mar 2004|07:25pm] [ mood | smiles all around ] [ music | Anadivine ] New lj layout! Yahooo! I know what you're all thinking "again??" But in the words of a wise wise man "you can blow me." Heeee. Anyway. That robot in the picture was drawn by yours truly on Adobe Illustrator. It was my first time really doing anything with that program since I got it, so excuse it's...well...crappiness. What else?? I have SO many fun dips!! Omg. It's really exciting, actually. Sorry for the unimportant information, they're just sitting right in front of me. :) Gosh..there's really nothing for me to talk about in here. We had a sub in dance today. That was coooool. Also, I need a haircut. I need a place to get my haircut while we're at it. I feel so much better now. The best I've felt all day. The best I've felt in a while, actually. To quote McDonalds, "I'm lovin it." Speaking of McDonalds, I got a Big Mac today (I knooooow...fat ass, but whatever) and on the little box it came in it said "World's Most Famous Hamburger" and at first I didnt think that was true, but seriously, when I think about it, it seems about right. Can you think of any other hamburger that is recognized internationally? Cause I sure cant. :) Heh...well that's about it. I'm done. Go look at my new layout. Pleaaase. :) 27 :: put your money where your mouth is

[25 Feb 2004|10:17pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | "where is your boy" -fall out boy ] I saw "Life is Beautiful" tonight and cried. That movie is the best. It's almost as hard on me as the E.R. episode... In other news, I really like the word "proverbial." Let's all use it in a sentence tomorrow. 4 :: put your money where your mouth is

today for you, tomorrow for me. :) [23 Feb 2004|08:07pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | "Pool Shark" -Sublime ] Earlier today I had one of those realizations where I'm like "whoa...I suck." We're talking selfish, constantly complaining, and an attention whore in the worst kind of way. It's tough. Self-analysis is a bitch any way you look at it and I figure not much good can come out of taking pity on my pathetic nature, so I took a nap and got over it. Funny how that works. Whatever, I'm doin the best I can. [Edit: I just mean I was feelin a little insecure bout how I have a tendency to handle situations, but felt that was pointless to dwell on.] I freakin dont wanna go on that dance field trip on wednesday. Who's with me?? We'll start a revolution, shake this town up. :) So I've been thinking, and why do people add themselves to their own livejournal friends list. I can't figure that one out. It can't be to read their entries, cause...you could do that by looking at your journal. It makes no sense! Orrr...maybe I'm missing something. Please enlighten me if there's a reason for this madness! And now that you all have had these words of wisdom imparted onto your souls, I shall be off. P.S.- "Forget regret or life is yours to miss." Gosh...does that make anyone else feel better?? ::smiles:: I'm so cheesy. :) 6 :: put your money where your mouth is

[21 Feb 2004|02:05pm] [ mood | headache ] Man alive, I dont feel good. Ah well. I'll just sleep some more (I already slept a whole grip today, but that makes no difference). So dance production is over. I think it went really well. Everyone seemed so satisfied. Like the seniors and stuff. That's really cool. I got lots of flowers and that seriously made me happy. Yayy. I have pictures. I think I'll post them now. ( all together now ) 27 :: put your money where your mouth is

Lipshitz. ; ) [18 Feb 2004|08:48pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | "Horray for Humans" - Q and not U ] Alrighty....update. Let's talk about life. Pretty good right about now. I'm soo tired. Dance Production is wearing me down. Buut that definitely shouldnt stop you guys from seeing it!! My personal gurantee is a good time had by all. :) Mehh...I dont know what to write. I think I'm failing biology. Oh well. You win some, you lose some. I hardly care (in that I really do way). Heeeee...I bought this bra today and man alive, it's cleavage city! And I'm the mayor!! (sorry for the stupidity just then...i promise it wont happen again.) What else?? Seriously. Come to dance production. Hah oh man. Look at my loser friends. ( hey hey hey! ) They live in a different world than us. :) 3 :: put your money where your mouth is

[14 Feb 2004|10:08am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | "The Cars That Go Boom" -Le Tigre ] Aight guys...well I changed my lj layout. Come take a look see (cheeseamacattak )!! Tell me whatcha think! It still needs some work though. I tell ya, this html stuff aint no piece of cake! Haaa...alrighty that's it. :) P.S.- Happy Valentine's Day to one and all! 8 :: put your money where your mouth is

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