I'm in love with you in love with me.

By the way...

2004-07-20T19:35:06Z

I have dubbed this song our offical Las Vegas Anthem.

[Intro - R Kelly]
Ladies and gentlemen, you are listenin to the sounds of swizz beatz
We got cassidy in here. Kels! We in our throwbacks
This is for the ladies, we got room keys

[Chorus - R Kelly]
Girl you wanna come to my hotel, baby I will leave you my room key
I'm feelin' the way you carry yourself girl
And I wanna get with you 'cuz you's a cutie
So if you wanna come to my hotel, all you gotta do is holla at me
'Cuz we're having an after party, checkin' out 6 in the mornin'

[Cassidy/Swizz Beatz]
I'm staying in the ho-tel, not the mo-tel or the holidae inn (say what?)
If that girl don't participate, well then I'ma take her friend (say what)
Well if, mami is with it then, mami can give it then
Mami a rider, Im'a slide up beside her
I got a suite, you can creep on through
I know you tryin' to get your freak on too

I do it all for the (ladies)
Yeah I ball for the (ladies)
Hit the mall for the (ladies)
Keep it fly for the (ladies)
Keep my eye on the (ladies)
Hot tub for my (ladies)
Pop bub for my (ladies)
I got love for my (ladies)

[Chorus - R Kelly]
Girl you wanna come to my hotel
baby I will leave you my room key
I'm feelin' the way you carry yourself girl
And I wanna get with you 'cuz you's a cutie
So if you wanna come to my hotel, all you gotta do is holla at me
'Cuz we're having an after party, checkin' out 6 in the mornin

[Cassidy/Swizz Beatz]
We're the new Car-tel, R-Kell with the kid Cassidy(say what)
Girl if you man start actin' up, ask for him or ask for me (say what?)
Cuz see, we could go get it crackin, but you know what will happen
we be under the covers, makin' love to each other
I got a double bed, one's to sleep on, other one's to get my freak on
It's all for the (ladies)
Yeah I ball for the (ladies)
Hit the mall for the (ladies)
Keep it fly for the (ladies)
Keep my eye on the (ladies)
Hot tub for my (ladies)
pop bub for my (ladies)
I got love for my (ladies)

[Chorus - R Kelly]
Girl you wanna come to my hotel
baby I will leave you my room key
I'm feelin' the way you carry yourself girl
And I wanna get with you 'cuz you's a cutie
So if you wanna come to my hotel, all you gotta do is holla at me
'Cuz we're having an after party, checkin' out 6 in the mornin'

[Cassidy/Swizz Beatz]
We goin Chi-town steppin out, to the club lettin' out
and we go and sex it out, till we all checkin out
I got my chicks I'ma bring to the telly
we 'bout to do the damn thing sing to 'em Kelly

[R Kelly]
It's alright (it's alright)
If you wanna come with me
and fulfil your fantasy, baby in my hotel suite
And it's OK, if you wanna party night till day
I will do anything you say
Just come to my hotel

[Chorus - R Kelly]
Girl you wanna come to my hotel
baby I will leave you my room key
I'm feelin' the way you carry yourself girl
And I wanna get with you 'cuz you's a cutie
So if you wanna come to my hotel, all you gotta do is holla at me
Cuz we're havin a after party, checkin' out 6 in the mornin'

[Outro - Swizz Beatz]
Say you have just heard, a classic,
featurin the one and only
Kels, Cassidy, Swiss beats the monster (yes i am!)
Full service the label
Rock Land the family
Ruff Ryders the family
This one's for the ladies y'all (please believe it!)
Get your hands up! Getcha getcha hands up
It's over, this is only part 1 y'all
Swizz c'mon
Chi-Town, Philly, NY, Worldwide
It's a problem y'all, y'all gotta solve it!

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-07-18T00:44:00

2004-07-18T07:45:15Z

new lj __ohthescandal. add it. this isn't the death of cheeaseamacattak. just a new friend. :)

We're finding hope in lies- you're my dreams tonight.

2004-07-13T20:10:06Z

Hurley wants its customers to feel good about themselves. I bought some jeans yesterday that are a size 1 and they're too big. The zero's fit pretty well too. That's nuts. Stupid Volcom is mean. The 5's were almost tight.

If I go to college on the east coast, I'm totally buying a bunch of cute wintery stuff from Delia's. I'll be the cutest California girl there. But they'll all laugh at me for my love of sublime and reef sandals.

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-07-01T12:06:00

2004-07-01T19:52:33Z

It's so weird how fast things can change. Like one day you think everything's okay, and then the next it's not at all what you thought. That's just sooo weird! Like whoaaa...how'd that happen?! Hah.

Jason and I finally called it quits. It was soooo needed. I know for a fact that we are both sooo much happier because of it. And that's really sad, ya know? Cause like...damn, we were making each other so miserable. I really wish it could've ended better...maybe less "fuck you's" and stuff. But I knew I'd be okay once it was all said and done. This is seriously all I wanted. I just wanted to know. And now I do. I should've had the balls to do it myself like two weeks ago, but I never wanted to let go of a chance that I was pretty sure wasn't even there. So allll the weight has been lifted off my shoulders. All the stupid wondering and torment from saying one thing and doing another is gone. It's so cool cause all I think about now is the good freakin times we had. It's like a memory now instead of a pathetic effort to recreate the good, knowing we never could. He'll never know I feel this way though, he probably thinks I'm totally heartbroken and wishing he would roll over and die. Hah. But oh well. I honestly hope he's happy. I'd hate to hear about him being any other way. So yes. No regrets. Really. :D

Anyway, my best buddy left me for like the whole month! That suckss. July won't be nearly as fun. Naw...just kidding. I'm gonna have a great time. But I am really lucky to have him around. Just kinda the relationship I need- a damn good friend. Once again, smiles all around.

OMG! The best episode of Full House was just on!! The one where Stephanie, Gia and friends enter the talent contest and sign the Ace of Base song and mess up reallly bad!!! I KNOW you know what I'm talking about! The best part is when Michelle's friends sing the Elton John song that goes "don't go breakin my heart!!! I couldn't if I tried....Ah honey, if I get restless...baby you're not that kind!" I seriously think that's my favorite episode!! Yayyy!

Alright...well this is a long entry. So I'm done. Hope everyone's having a good time. OHH! Wait! I totally got hired at Ralph's! I think everyone pretty much knows that...but in case you didnt! YAY!!! :)

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-06-27T17:31:00

2004-06-28T01:05:04Z

Dood. I'm a fucking idiot. It blowz.

No really, I'm pretty dumb and it's embarrassing that this makes me so sad. So I took some pictures. It helped. :)

Now for some self-portraits. The bitterness shines through.

I couldn't decide if it looked better in black and white.

They're kinda blurry, but you can suck it.

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-06-26T23:33:00

2004-06-27T06:36:03Z

VWcreamsicle: I MISS YOU!!!!!!
kEtChUp57a: its been so long!
b a b y b i d a: how are you it feels like i haven't talked to you in a while

I talked to some of my baby girls tonight! I'm so happy! Did I disappear or did all you guys?! Dammit! We need to hang out sooo bad!

I can't have you leave for the rest of my lifeeee!

2004-06-26T04:41:07Z

I just ate a bunch of popcorn and drank fifty billion capri suns annnd now I can't stop thinking about how much I want some Carl's Jr. Liiike...a western bacon cheeseburger without the bacon.

Omgomgomg! Yay summer!! Seriously couldn't ask for anything better. Well maybe if some loser company would hire me. Then it'd be fan-fucking-tastic! But in spite of it all my summer is better than yours.

I feel like I'm missing my bestest friends! Except for Amanda (holla atcha gurl), it seems like everyone's fallen off the face of the earth. Comeee back. And let's go to the beach!

I made some money this week. Gym camp was actually pretty fun...as working goes. Today I fell asleep at the pool. Hah. I knooow, hard work. Can't wait for that paycheck! There were some really cute shoes at guess, so here's hopin they're still there when I get paid. Dammit and all the stupid fall stuff is coming into stores. That's laaaame. I'm so not ready for that shit.

Just in case you didn't realize it, this is one of those annoyingly upbeat entries. Live with it.

P.S.- My livejournal is different now. Goo look. I know I always say that but pleeease!

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-06-21T22:36:00

2004-06-22T05:37:55Z

I think being taken out to dinner and being treated all nicely really puts a girl in a good mood.

She speaks!

2004-06-19T05:17:40Z

So I'm back in business. I know, I know. Don't get too crazy now. It's like this sign Amanda and I saw driving yesterday: "Re-Grand Opening!" (riiiiiight).

I seriously don't think I could keep myself from being happy right now. With all these great people by my side, dear god, try and stop me.

Amanda, Allegra, and I are pure sex. We own this town and all the sushi bars it has to offer. Hah. That's right, in spite of my throwing up adventures in the bathroom. :D

Sooo...apparently some people are thinking I'm a ho. Ehh..."you bitches ain't got shit on me." Hah. Let's get your facts straight next time. Whatev.

I really miss Jessica. She's so far away. Annnd Andrea! My goodness, where is that breezy?!

Meh..that's enough updating for the past few months. I'll see you bitches in August. Juuuuust kidding.

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-06-06T20:46:00

2004-06-07T03:48:04Z

Whoa...this is weird. Why'd I un-delete this? Well nonetheless, here I am. This journal kinda makes me sad, looking back on it all. Mehh. I dont have much to say. Life's different, but at the end of the day, I cant complain.

talkin to myself....again.

2004-03-23T04:35:16Z

Consider me very content.

-The End-

P.S.- New layout

PP.SS.- Jason make me smiiiile.

PPP.SSS. I really want THIS!!

I'm tired of being alone...so hurry up and get here.

2004-03-15T03:00:10Z

Oh my goshhhh...I went to target today with my mom and sister. It was so exciting!! I got so much exciting stuff!! I can't wait to take a shower. It'll be so much fun. Heh. Target's a great place. All you really need in life. It's funny to be with my mom and sister cause we can talk shit the way I do when I'm with my friends. Well obviously it's not about the same people, but the idea's pretty close. Geeze...that must be a female thing. Hehh.

So I can get my license in about a month. How exciting. No really, that's super cool.

Mehhhh....I reeeeally want a car.

I think I got a little tanner today. Gotta love that.

I dont like how my lj looks anymore. I wish I was more...artistic. This whole thing would be a lot easier that way.

I think kazaa is dying on me. How much does that suck? It's really starting to kill my computer and it hardly opens...gah. Hah. Oh wait..it just opened fine. But lately it's really been dumb, so it doesnt look good. :(

Maybe he won't find out what I know...

2004-03-07T04:42:21Z

So I've some really great days! I'm so excited! Life's good!

Yesterday Kristina and I went to the movies and had lots of fun. Havanna Nights is so exciting!! Ya know, in that cheesy, bad movie kinda way. But whatever, it definitely kept me entertained so I have no complaints. And besides, me and kristina had a lotta fun. "OMG! It's Cha-Cha's dress!!!" :)

Then today I hung out with Anisa for a greater part of the day. We went to this place called Ralph's and I got my hair cut and Anisa, well, watched. Heh. It was cool though, she was there for moral support. But yeah...it went well. I was definitely satisfied. The guy was really cool! And super nice...he kept complimenting me, it was a good experience. I'd totally go back there. After that Anisa and I got sandwiches...mine was turkey!! Hah...it was my second turkey sandwich of the day. That's when you know life is good. Anyway, after that we went back to Anisa's house and chilled until I went home.

Yeah...so this weekend has been really nice thus far. So relaxed and everything. Plus I like my haircut. Heee. Well what else can I say? Hope everyone is having just as much fun!

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-03-02T20:55:00

2004-03-03T04:56:08Z

I am Ralph Wiggum!
Which Simpsons Character are YOU?

But also super excited!!!!

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-03-01T19:25:00

2004-03-02T05:34:18Z

New lj layout! Yahooo! I know what you're all thinking "again??" But in the words of a wise wise man "you can blow me." Heeee. Anyway. That robot in the picture was drawn by yours truly on Adobe Illustrator. It was my first time really doing anything with that program since I got it, so excuse it's...well...crappiness.

What else?? I have SO many fun dips!! Omg. It's really exciting, actually. Sorry for the unimportant information, they're just sitting right in front of me. :)

Gosh..there's really nothing for me to talk about in here. We had a sub in dance today. That was coooool. Also, I need a haircut. I need a place to get my haircut while we're at it.

I feel so much better now. The best I've felt all day. The best I've felt in a while, actually. To quote McDonalds, "I'm lovin it."

Speaking of McDonalds, I got a Big Mac today (I knooooow...fat ass, but whatever) and on the little box it came in it said "World's Most Famous Hamburger" and at first I didnt think that was true, but seriously, when I think about it, it seems about right. Can you think of any other hamburger that is recognized internationally? Cause I sure cant. :)

Heh...well that's about it. I'm done. Go look at my new layout. Pleaaase. :)

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-02-25T22:17:00

2004-02-26T06:20:13Z

I saw "Life is Beautiful" tonight and cried. That movie is the best. It's almost as hard on me as the E.R. episode...

In other news, I really like the word "proverbial." Let's all use it in a sentence tomorrow.

today for you, tomorrow for me. :)

2004-02-24T04:53:51Z

Earlier today I had one of those realizations where I'm like "whoa...I suck." We're talking selfish, constantly complaining, and an attention whore in the worst kind of way. It's tough. Self-analysis is a bitch any way you look at it and I figure not much good can come out of taking pity on my pathetic nature, so I took a nap and got over it. Funny how that works. Whatever, I'm doin the best I can. [Edit: I just mean I was feelin a little insecure bout how I have a tendency to handle situations, but felt that was pointless to dwell on.]

I freakin dont wanna go on that dance field trip on wednesday. Who's with me?? We'll start a revolution, shake this town up. :)

So I've been thinking, and why do people add themselves to their own livejournal friends list. I can't figure that one out. It can't be to read their entries, cause...you could do that by looking at your journal. It makes no sense! Orrr...maybe I'm missing something. Please enlighten me if there's a reason for this madness!

And now that you all have had these words of wisdom imparted onto your souls, I shall be off.

P.S.- "Forget regret or life is yours to miss." Gosh...does that make anyone else feel better?? ::smiles:: I'm so cheesy. :)

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-02-21T14:05:00

2004-02-21T22:11:44Z

Man alive, I dont feel good. Ah well. I'll just sleep some more (I already slept a whole grip today, but that makes no difference).

So dance production is over. I think it went really well. Everyone seemed so satisfied. Like the seniors and stuff. That's really cool. I got lots of flowers and that seriously made me happy. Yayy. I have pictures. I think I'll post them now.

Lipshitz. ; )

2004-02-19T05:11:39Z

Alrighty....update. Let's talk about life. Pretty good right about now. I'm soo tired. Dance Production is wearing me down. Buut that definitely shouldnt stop you guys from seeing it!! My personal gurantee is a good time had by all. :)

Mehh...I dont know what to write. I think I'm failing biology. Oh well. You win some, you lose some. I hardly care (in that I really do way).

Heeeee...I bought this bra today and man alive, it's cleavage city! And I'm the mayor!! (sorry for the stupidity just then...i promise it wont happen again.)

What else?? Seriously. Come to dance production.

Hah oh man. Look at my loser friends.

They live in a different world than us. :)

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-02-14T10:08:00

2004-02-14T18:11:03Z

Aight guys...well I changed my lj layout. Come take a look see (cheeseamacattak )!! Tell me whatcha think! It still needs some work though. I tell ya, this html stuff aint no piece of cake! Haaa...alrighty that's it. :)

P.S.- Happy Valentine's Day to one and all!

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-02-04T20:57:00

2004-02-05T05:05:49Z

I started AND ended my day with a Pilsbury toaster strudel today. Tell me my life isnt good!!

P.S.- Many thanks to Jason for turnin that frown [of mine] upside down! Haaa

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-02-01T21:02:00

2004-02-02T05:01:42Z

So last night I found this notebook that me and my friend Jenna wrote notes back and forth to each other when I was in eight or ninth grade. Oh man. I'm really really embarrassed for myself. You guys should read this stuff. Oh wait. No. You really really really shouldnt. Haaaa.

I heard you were sleepin alone.

2004-01-30T05:43:05Z

This is what I do instead of history homework. Yesss...I'll get around to it eventually. New semester = promises of better study habits, annnd, I almost intend on keeping those. We'll see.

Today Kristina and I took this trip to garden grove...smelled like Lou Dog inside the van...oh yeah. Just kidding. We went to Subway (blasphemous, I know, Ashley). She had to drop off her application and, me? Well I just went along for the ride. Annnd the sandwich while we're at it. Good ol' turkey sub (or shall we say "hoagie?") with a rasberry ice tea. Can't think of how it could get any better.

Sooo tomorrow looks promising. As do most fridays. This weekend. Anyone wanna do something? Sans money, preferably. I'm kinda low on funds these days.

Let's see. That seems to be it. I've been updating this things kinda a lot lately. How exciting. =)

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-01-26T21:17:00

2004-01-27T05:42:24Z

:x: name = Chelsea
:x: piercings = negative
:x: tattoos = see above
:x: height = 5'4...it's healthy :)
:x: shoe size = 7
:x: hair color = light brown...ish? meh...
:x: length = medium to longish...i think i'm gonna cut it some more. :)

LAST...

:x: movie you rented = Umm...geeze, cant think. One Hour Photo?
:x: movie you bought = Whoa...it's been awhile. I bought the Drive Thru Dvd for Jason, I guess that counts.
:x: song you listened to = "A Favor House Atlantic" -Coheed and Cambria
:x: song that was stuck in your head = I'm assuming this one will be soon
:x: cd you bought = man...it's been awhile. I bought Glassjaw for Shannon, though.
:x: cd you listened to = Coheed&Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of The Silent Earth 3
:x: person you've called = Jason
:x: person that called you = David Vevia
:x: tv show you've watched = actually watched? Jeopardy
:x: person you were thinking of = uhh...no one in particular

DO...

:x: you have a bf or gf = yes'm
:x: you have a crush on someone = I like them...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = no, i'm quite content.
:x: you think about suicide = no freakin way
:x: you believe in online dating = not for myself, but if it works for someone, I wont judge.
:x: others find you attractive = if they tell me they do, then I'll assume it's true. Hah.
:x: you want more piercings = Uhh...I wouldnt be against the idea.
:x: you like cleaning = i like things clean, but I dont really like the work invovled.
:x: you like roller coasters = yeah :)
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = no sir

FAVORITE...

:x: food = turkey sandwiches
:x: song = there's a lot that i enjoy
:x: thing to do = lots of stuff
:x: thing to talk about = probably people. Ahh man, I'm going to hell.
:x: sports = probably still gymnastics. but basketball rocks!
:x: drinks = my trusty water
:x: clothes = jeans and flip flops. humm...flip flops are shoes...
:x: movies = all the ones I watch with Jason that dont make me all..restless.
:x: band/singer = dont really have one in particular
:x: holiday = meh

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a guy/girl = o'course. I'm what they call...human! More specifically, a girl. :)
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah

FAVORITE...

:x: disney movie = mulan, hercules, among others
:x: scent = i freakin love it when guys smell really good. that's always been my favorite thing.
:x: word = nothing special comes to mind
:x: nickname = chels?
:x: guy name = Jake. Hell yeah.
:x: girl name = Damn. I dunno
:x: eye color = I think they're all pretttty.
:x: flower = I dont really know. I like the pretty ones.
:x: actor = hmmm....

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:x: pretty = who knows?
:x: funny = Seriously, sometimes I crack myself up. That's always good. Gotta amuse yourself.
:x: hot = Jessica knows.
:x: friendly = I kinda think that I'm not. Ooops.
:x: amusing = at times
:x: loveable = are some people not?
:x: pessimistic = I have my moments
:x: optimistic = I try
:x: dorky = of course

:x: Spell your first name back wards = aeslehc
:x: Are you straight? = as in? I like how I ask a question expecting an answer.
:x: Where do you live? = San Diego
:x: 4 words that sum you up = either awake or asleep.

DESCRIBE YOUR -

:x: Wallet = red. hurley. old.
:x: Coffee cup = i dont drink coffee.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) -

:x: In my mouth = nothin of any interest to you pervs.
:x: After this = showerrrr.
:x: Talking to = david riggs
:x: Eating = i could go for some white grape juice..but that's drinking.
:x: Fetishes = really hott people. I know, I'm a freak!
:x: If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason? = no one
:x: Person you wish you could see right now = I'm quite content by myself at this moment. Anyone I'd really enjoy seeing I'll see soon enough.
:x: Is next to you = Nothing special.
:x: Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month = that super big 5 day weekend! WOOO!
:x: Do you like candles = not particularly.
:x: Do you believe in love = i dont think almost the entire world has been saying it exists just to pull a fast one on Chelsea. Yes.
:x: Do you believe in soul mates = probably not.
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight = not really. but i'm not gonna argue with someone who said it happened to them.
:x: Do you believe in forgiveness = it's definitely a good thing.
:x: Do you believe in God = yeah i do.
:x: What do you want done with your body when you die = not sure
:x: Who is your worst enemy? = wouldnt consider myself to have one
:x: What is the latest you've ever stayed up = I dunno...it was a pretty long time, I'm sure, but I dont know exactly how long.
:x: Ever been to Belgium? = cant say I have.
:x: What's your favorite coin? = quaters. not to be..predictable.
:x: What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?= NYC, LA, Washington D.C. (dont worry, not for the beautiful scenery)
:x: What are some of your favorite pig out foods? =
:x: whats something that you wish people would understand? = my fear of birds? hah
:x: What's something you wish you could understand better? = Adobe Illustrator, to be honest.
:x: Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? = I think if I missed them enough, I'd make it a point to see them. :)
:x: Something you want to make happen for tomorrow? = get the courage to wear a skirt.

cheeseamacattak @ 2004-01-19T20:45:00

2004-01-20T04:50:12Z

New new lj layout. I like this one better. Check, check, check it out! (What's that from?? Cmon...ZOOM!)

Today was nice. Allegra and I got pedicures and I was all excited cause it was cheaper than Ashley's stupid place, buuut I ended up spending about the same amount. Ahhh karma, how I loathe thee. Anyway, my toes look pretty now and that's all that matters.

Yesterday was chill too. And the day before that. Annnd probably the day before that as well.

Oooh...and Allegra straightened my hair tonight. Cause it needs it, of course. Kristina would be proud. It looks pretty. Too bad I'm bouts to take a shower and none of you will ever see it. Buut one can imagine, now cant they?

Anyway, this is what we in the business call a pointless entry, so I'll stop now.